I am what I am.

Last of all, as to One born abnormally, Christ, appeared to me. For I am the least of the apostles, not fit to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the Church of Christ. But by the grace of God, I am what I am,and His grace to me has not been ineffective. Indeed, I have toiled harder than all of them; not I however, but the grace of God that is with me.